Ohhh, i love this theme.....
Maybe I could find what I am looking for here......
When it comes to running.....that is big no for me, my knees are damaged and I cant do anything what would be too harsh for them, otherwise i would spend night crying from pain.
But what I would like to ask....
I am very stressed, and naturally very spiritual person.
I tried with tai chi and meditation, but no help.
My brain works 24/7, even when I relaxing watching movie my brain in same time work how to solve problems i have.
Sick child, devorce, finding job, family fights.....all finished with me not sleeping at all, eating way too much (and if I continue I will start to look like lina as well

), smoking 2 boxes of cigarettes on day and in general screaming on all around myself without reason.....sighs...I feel like teenager again......
So, if anyone know some new way to meditate and relax what could help to type of person like me, who cant simple force her brain to be blank and to move all thoughts from it, or to stop think about problems...because her brain refuse to cooperate....I would be thankful.
I so miss my times in gym.....I would let all go out while working and was sleeping so calm....but now when I have son, there is no chance I can catch time for it.